Forgive Me!

Oh please please please please forgive me ;-; I have neglected this blog along with my other ones, I have neglected my Goodreads, I have neglected my groups, I have neglected my YouTube and my vlogs (though I've uploaded quite a few AMVs lately), I have neglected all my social media and for this I apologize. The past few years have been some pretty dark ones and even now I'm still not ok. I can say I have a twitter now though I'm slowly distancing myself from that as well. It may soon end up as dead as everything else I have. I have not written one of my books in the longest time. I neglected going to college and instead of graduating half a year earlier than everyone else in my class, I took an entire year off and now am paying for that by going to school again currently. Only two more semesters now yay. I have decided that I will try to get into a flow of things. Not only will I try and be a better citizen and not be a procrastinator or lazy anymore but I will juggle school, my failing relationship that I try so desperately to maintain because I love him so much, my social media (though that's part of the issue me and him are distancing), I will try to juggle my author life as well. I will have my own apartment with him soon though he has already told me he has no issue with kicking me out if something goes down. So hopefully as I complete my final steps to becoming an official adult I will get my life prioritized and put together. I may as well turn this blog into a type of diary though that's kind of what it resembles to begin with. Mainly a place for me to express myself and rant or cry to when needed. I don't know if anyone even still comes and looks at my blog, probably not, but I don't think I will asking people to come read it since from here on out it will be more personal to me and I have a lot more enemies trying to hurt me than friends....

So to those who may read this, I apologize. I apologize to myself....I am deeply sorry and if you and myself bare with me then I will try my hardest to make things better.

-Bella